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[Monday

December 25th, 2006 @ 10:51pm]
I have read over this live journal I've keept for a bout two years now.
Wow. I wish I could do my life over again.But, It would've changed it now.
I am so happy now. My life is where I want it to be now. Im glad I've made it here
but, for christ fucking sake how could I be so dumb?
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I created a Slide Show! Check it out! [Sunday

December 3rd, 2006 @ 10:19pm]
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[Saturday

November 25th, 2006 @ 10:46pm]
SubNoizeSoulja55: yes iahve but life is dying on me an i cant take it i have changd but fuck idk i have to people inside my head ok!? fuck i never wnatd to tell u but ther r two people in my head
SubNoizeSoulja55: me an somthing else and it SCARES ME TO NO IM BASICLY A PSYCHO
SubNoizeSoulja55: an i drive u away cause IM SCARD
SubNoizeSoulja55: y do u think i haveSUPER MOOD SWINGS CASUE ONE TAKES OVER THEN THE OTHER THEN ONE THEN THE OTHER
SubNoizeSoulja55: an fuck im so fuckin scard!!!!!!

SubNoizeSoulja55: to tell anyone i dont wanan be in a aslyum
SubNoizeSoulja55: U DONT NO ANYTHING

SubNoizeSoulja: NO, THERE R
SubNoizeSoulja: i call him jack
SubNoizeSoulja: an i aitn fuckin round wit u
SubNoizeSoulja: im sry iv told u to much
SubNoizeSoulja: shit somtimes i talk to myself
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Stole from the girl austin cheated me on. [Monday

October 30th, 2006 @ 6:52pm]
"boys suck.
they break hearts.
they play with your emotions.
DONT GET ATTACHED.
biggest mistake.
DONT BECOME DEPENDENT.
easier said than done.
BE YOUR OWN PERSON.
dont forget who you are in a relationship.
remember who you were BEFORE.
NOTHING LASTS FOREVER.
*especially love.
give up.
it wont last... young love is ignorant...
lust is young...
love is old and timed well..
what you have now...
guarantee itll be over soon...
doubt itll last.
LOVE FUCKING S.U.C.K.S
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[Sunday

October 8th, 2006 @ 12:21pm]
HAHA AUSTIN IS SUCH A FUCKIN PUSSY!!!

DVWRESTLER1988 (10:37:00 PM): dude.... wtf!?!
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:37:04 PM): who si this
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:37:12 PM): y r u saying shit 2 amanda like that??
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:37:15 PM): ur gonna get hurt man
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:37:20 PM): fuck u bithc
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:37:21 PM): who r u
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:37:25 PM): ill kil u come fuck with me
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:37:29 PM): 4627 east janice wya
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:37:30 PM): i dare u
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:37:31 PM): DARE
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:37:37 PM): u'll see me soon
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:37:37 PM): i cant feel my face
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:37:42 PM): good
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:37:43 PM): who r u anyway bitch
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:37:53 PM): u will find out soon enuff now wont u fagget
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:37:59 PM): o u r a bitch
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:38:01 PM): talkin shit
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:38:03 PM): ant tell a name
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:38:04 PM): =)
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:38:05 PM): BITCHHH
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:38:06 PM): and iam not the only 1
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:38:17 PM): im srue
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:38:23 PM): there is like 50 people that want 2 hurt u
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:38:28 PM): bitch ther is no pain u can put me thru i havnt been thru
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:38:29 PM): and u will see us all soon
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:38:33 PM): TROJANFTBALL2455: bitch ther is no pain u can put me thru i havnt been thru
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:38:38 PM): idc
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:38:53 PM): so wh or u..or r u goan be a bitch
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:38:56 PM): u wont even know what pain is till after iam done wit ur ass
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:39:02 PM): ill take u on
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:39:02 PM): u know who i am u bitch
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:39:04 PM): an murder u
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:39:07 PM): no i dont bitch
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:39:09 PM): ur a fuckin fagget
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:39:17 PM): naa i fuckd ur moma wat u talin bout =)
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:39:56 PM): I FUCKIN DARE U TO TOUCH AMANDA!!! I FUCKN DARE U!!! I SWEAR 2 GOD IF U AS MUCH AS EVEN SLAP HER, I WILL FUCKIN MURDER U!!! OK???
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:40:15 PM): sry i dont hit gurls u stalker =)


TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:40:21 PM): an fool she is IN LOVE WIT ME =)
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:40:21 PM): i saw the message
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:40:24 PM): good
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:40:26 PM): stfu
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:40:27 PM): she mess';s wit my fam
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:40:32 PM): every1 saw the message
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:40:34 PM): wanan bet?
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:40:38 PM): bitch u wont eva put us apart
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:40:39 PM): i have no probs wit u
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:40:40 PM): stop tryin
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:40:53 PM): its just hitting a girl is fucked up
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:40:58 PM): i dont hit woman
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:40:59 PM): wat dont u get
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:41:05 PM): bitch i felt so bad when i slapd her
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:41:08 PM): i fuckin went to a ward
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:41:10 PM): to get bettr
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:41:20 PM): TROJANFTBALL2455 --> (1:00:58 AM)-->: I SWEAR MANDA IF I EVER C U I DOTN CARE IF UR A GURL ILL BREAK DA LAW ILL HIT U SO HARD U WILL DROP C R U U U N K x (1:59:29 AM): TROJANFTBALL2455: W.E U HAVE NO FUCKIN HEART TROJANFTBALL2455: FUCK U U FUCKIN CUNT ILL SLAP U IF I C U AGAIN
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:41:36 PM): that is what she posted on myspace
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:41:39 PM): so..... ur dead
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:41:48 PM): and she hates u and loves her new bf so stfu
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:42:03 PM): all iam saying is that if u touch her, ur gonna be sorry
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:42:04 PM): imsure
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:42:08 PM): peace
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:42:17 PM): bitch ima be wit her tomarow =)
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:42:17 PM): try me
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:42:22 PM): ok
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:42:27 PM): we'll see
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:42:28 PM): my house =)


DVWRESTLER1988 (10:42:38 PM): ok pussy
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:43:05 PM): an ima tap hat ass =). an its cause we be in love an i love her more then life
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:43:11 PM): bitch i love ehr more then life itself fuck u
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:43:16 PM): try to seperate us
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:43:20 PM): well she has mason
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:43:26 PM): and she fuckin hates u dogg
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:43:29 PM): seriously
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:43:30 PM): im sure
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:43:35 PM): dude she fuckd me when she wa wit mason
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:43:36 PM): ahah
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:43:38 PM): check the buleltins she posted about u man
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:43:48 PM): she hates ur guts
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:43:58 PM): and like 30 of her friends are gonna beat ur ass
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:44:01 PM): so peace.
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:44:11 PM): im sure
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:44:12 PM): iam done wit ur pussy ass
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:44:12 PM): try me
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:44:14 PM): ill kil u
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:44:20 PM): bithc u r the one who fucks his sis
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:44:21 PM): haha
DVWRESTLER1988 (10:44:21 PM): ur a fuckin pussy
TROJANFTBALL2455 (10:44:26 PM): talk is cheap
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[Sunday

September 24th, 2006 @ 11:26pm]
TROJANFTBALL2455: no
TROJANFTBALL2455: u lovd it
TROJANFTBALL2455: u told me u did
MANDZZ x:  TO BE SPITEFUL.
TROJANFTBALL2455: u told me it was the best
MANDZZ x: TO BE SPITEFUL.
TROJANFTBALL2455: i c
TROJANFTBALL2455: i need u
MANDZZ x: know what the funny thing is.
TROJANFTBALL2455: u complete me
MANDZZ x: you lied about it too.
MANDZZ x: ALL2455: u cant trust me to resist her and that hurts
TROJANFTBALL2455: in a way u did
TROJANFTBALL2455: u should trust me not to do anything wiht her
TROJANFTBALL2455: and u dont
TROJANFTBALL2455: cause u wouldnt say that
TROJANFTBALL2455: yes iam baby
TROJANFTBALL2455: ya but its ok
MANDZZ x: ALL2455: u cant trust me to resist her and that hurts
TROJANFTBALL2455: in a way u did
TROJANFTBALL2455: u should trust me not to do anything wiht her
TROJANFTBALL2455: and u dont
TROJANFTBALL2455: cause u wouldnt say that
TROJANFTBALL2455: yes iam baby
TROJANFTBALL2455: ya but its ok
TROJANFTBALL2455: but i wont go crazzzy and stalkerish
MANDZZ x: ALL2455: u cant trust me to resist her and that hurts
TROJANFTBALL2455: in a way u did
TROJANFTBALL2455: u should trust me not to do anything wiht her
TROJANFTBALL2455: and u dont
TROJANFTBALL2455: cause u wouldnt say that
TROJANFTBALL2455: yes iam baby
TROJANFTBALL2455: ya but its ok
TROJANFTBALL2455: stop itttttttt
TROJANFTBALL2455: now
TROJANFTBALL2455: or im blockin
MANDZZ x: How could you lie to someone you love if they complete you?If they complete you that would be lying to YOURSELF.
TROJANFTBALL2455: u complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete me
TROJANFTBALL2455: u complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete me
TROJANFTBALL2455: u complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete meu complete me
TROJANFTBALL2455: -)
MANDZZ x: MANDZZ x: How could you lie to someone you love if they complete you?If they complete you that would be lying to YOURSELF.
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[Thursday

September 14th, 2006 @ 10:40am]
No matter how much you prepare, you are never quite prepared enough.
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[Thursday

September 14th, 2006 @ 10:33am]
Lifes been shit.
Well, it's been okay.
I can't say it has been horrible because, it hasn't.
Vannessa starting her drama was rediculous thoughh!
I wish she would move already. She was in my face for last year.
Im like what the fuck ever dude.It's not even worth fighting or 
getting suspended for because, im on a transfer to pv.
so yeah annnnyyyways, nothin really here. i hate horizon.
no, i hate austins mom.boo.bye
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[Wednesday

September 6th, 2006 @ 3:07pm]

-So drop me like a vase
i'll shatter and break.
You'll leave me on the floor
and replace me with a fake.

"Nobody said it was easy, but no one ever said it would be this hard."

Where you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms.<3

                                                    a friend is someone who would
                                                      hand you an  umbrella in the
                                                      pouring rain... but a best friend
                                                      would take your umbrella and say
                                                        RUN BITCH RUNN!=]

 

 
 
l o v e
we think about it
dream about it
sing about it
when we dont have it
we search for it
when we discover it
we dont know what to do with it
when we have it were afraid of losing it
its the short word thats easy to spell
difficult to define
and impossible to live without
 
 
maybe he's starting to see the real girl. the one
behind an ambitious, quiet, & self-conscious girl.
the one who loves her friends more than life itself
& laughs about pretty much everything `cause she
can - & that's what she thinks life'sall about:
h a v i n g t h e t i m e o f y o u r l i f e

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone An hour to like someone && A day to fall in love with someone But it takes a lifetime to forget someone
 
âImperfection is beauty; madness is genius. And its better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring."
 
  * Sarcasm Keeps You From Tellin' People What You Really Think Of Them : o) *
 
* I'm So Confused! What Should I Do? I Can't Think Of Anything Except You* Should I Ignore It? Or Give It Some Time? I Can't Think Straight..My Heart Controls My Mind*                                                 
 
 * The Dirty Looks, The Jealous Stares, The Funny Part Is, You Think I Care *
* Life Was So Much Easier -WHEN- Our Worries Were Recess Was Gonna Be Too Short, & Decisions Were Solved By "Eni, Meeni, Mine, Mo".  Our Scrapped Knees Brought Tears To Our Eyes, Boys Were "Yucky" & Had Cooties, And *Goodbyes* Meant ..Just Until..Tomorrow *
 
* Everyone Will Hurt You Sooner Or Later, It's Just Your Decision To Pick Who's Not Worth It & Who Is.. *                                                
 
 
  * Every Now-n-Then You Wake Up  To A Day That Affects Your -WHOLE- Life. The Day In Your Life When You  Know You're Never Going To Be The Same Again. That Day That  Changes How You Think About Everything..& ....Everyone..*
 
* The Worst Feeling Is To Think Of How Things
Coulda Been....Woulda Been....Or Shoulda Been *
 
* I See You There Holdin' Her Hand. I'm Lost In Confusion Tryin' To Understand. I Loved You So Much .. & What Do I Get? ... A Broken Heart.. With My Eyes...Always Wet *
                               
 * If All My Friends Were To Jump Off A Bridge, I Would Not Be There With Them. I Would Be Down At The Bottom..Catching Them *
 
* I Know At Graduation I'm Gonna Cry, Cuz I Found Friends That Are True..Til I Die *
 
* Be Careful Of What You Say, Because  Friendships Can End In One Minute Just Because Of A Stupid Word *
 * A Friend Is Someone You Let See You Cry, I *True* Friend Has A Soggy Shoulder From It * : )
 
* Friends Are Like *Stars* You May Not Always See Them, But They're Always There *
*Everyone Hears What You Say, Friends Listen To What You Say, But Best Friends  Listen To What You Don't Say*
 
 
 -If Tomorrow Never Comes-
        If I Knew It Would Be The Last Time I'd See You Fall Asleep, I'd Tuck You In A Lil Tighter & Pray Your Soul To Keep. And If I Knew It Would Be The Last Time I'd See You Walk Out The Door, I'd Give You A Hug & A Kiss, & Call You Back For Just One More. If I Knew It Would Be The Last Time We'd Spare A Minute Or Two I'd Say "I Love You" Instead Of Assuming You Know I Do. If I Knew It Would Be The Last Time I'd Get To Share Your Day, I Wouldn't Wait Until Tomorrow, Letting You Slip Away. But Surely There Is A Tomorrow, To Make Up Over Sight & We'll Get A Second Chance To Make Everything Alright. There Will Always Be Another Chance To Say Our "I Love You's" & Certainly There's Another Chance To Say "What Can I Do"? But Just In Case I'm Wrong & Today Is All I Get, I'd Like To Say I Love You & Hope You Never Forget, Tomorrow Is Not Promised To Anyone..Young Or Old Alike, & Today Might Be Your Last Chance To Hold Your Loved Ones Tight. So If You're Waiting For Tomorrow, Why Not Do It All Today? For If Tomorrow Never Comes, You Will Surely Regret Today, That You Didn't Take The Extra Time For A Smile, Hug, Or Kiss. & You Surely Aren't Too Busy To Grant What May Be Their Very Last Wish. So Hold On To Your Loved Ones Close & Whisper In Their Ear, Tell Them How Much You Love Them & That You'll Always Hold Them Dear. Take The Time To Say "I'm Sorry", "Please Forgive Me" Or "It'll Be Okay" For If Tomorrow Doesn't Come, You'll Have No Regrets About..Today*
 
 
Will you come back?
Or will you stay gone?
The time since you've disappeared, has been
So long.
Will you come back?
Or will you stay away?
I can barely make it through the days.
If you come back, I'll make sure you're
All right.
I promise I'll help you through your fight.
I'll make up for times we didn't share.
Like going here and going there.
Right now I'm just in so much pain,
Because you've been gone so many nights and days.
Will you come back?
Or will you stay alone?
All your friends miss you and want you to
Come home.
Tears keep falling from our eyes,
But the pain and grief never dies.
Will you come back?

Please say you will.

Friends will be like: "well you deserved better"

but best friends will be prank calling him and saying "you will die in seven days"


-I`m sick of...
the hook ups, the set ups, the fuck ups,
the guys who only want one thing, the
guy who doesnt know what he wants...
the guy who does; but wont admit it...
i just want the real thing...

Since you've been gone, life is standing still.
When you were here my heart was complete.
But now you're gone, and it's breaking away
Piece by piece.
Will you come back?
Or will you stay gone?
Just remember that my love for you is very strong.
 
 
 
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Loves [Wednesday

August 30th, 2006 @ 8:21pm]
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Austin Julius Sowers =] [Tuesday

August 8th, 2006 @ 12:35am]
                  YOU ARE MY EVERY REASON, EVERY HOPE
         AND EVERY DREAM I'VE EVER HAD AND NO
         MATTER WHAT HAPPENS TO US  IN  THE 
         FUTURE,  EVERY  DAY WE'RE TOGETHER 
         IS THE BEST DAY OF MY ENTIRE LIFE  
                   -THE NOTEBOOK-           
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[Sunday

August 6th, 2006 @ 3:30pm]
"Love is the answer, at least for most of the
questions in my heart. why are we here and
where do we go, and how come it's so hard.
it's not alwasy easy & sometimes life can be
deceiving. i'll tell you one thing, it's always
better when we're together ."
                  -jack johnson
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I will let you down. [Friday

August 4th, 2006 @ 1:05am]
[ mood | enthralled ]
[ music | you fucked up my life-b182 ]

So, Today I withdrawled PV. I love when I just JUMP to things you know?I guess it really is for the best because, If I was so stay at PV i would most likely run back to Austin. And, that would be no bueno.I fit in so much better. I need to find a way to fucking clear my head.  I need to get over a lot of shit. I don't know why I take it to heart. I really don't. I shouldn't at all. Fuck the people who fuck me over. They deserve to rot.I deserve the people who treat me wonderfully and I shouldn't even bother for the other ones. but, i loved them and when I love someone I put to much love towards them because, I expect them to do the same but, they end up fake as shit.Anyways, I was so over Austin. I don't know why I fucking am pulled back. I know I am stronger then this shit. I really do. I just always see his fucking fatal eyes in my head and I always see that one picture from that day Liz and I went to the mall with him and we we're in the field with Devan and that picture where my foot just popped.=] It was such a happy momment. I think right after that day Austin Sowers and I just decayed slowly.but, yeah  I guess everyones right PUT THE PAST BEHIND ME.but, it's so fucking hard you have no idea.NONE.I am going to try just looking forward to the furture and what not but, it's not like i can forget the past. youuu kno?But, Of course, I get fucked over in the end. I put the weed phase behind me for his ass and what do i get him smoking out with a stupid cunt. that's fine. i just need to look forward to the future maybe. DV i will find my next prince charming. =]]]But. latley with Family I feel like I am a fucking failure. i really do.I wish I could be some perfect child but, I can't/


Im putting one foot out the door. Im ready, I am.



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[Sunday

July 23rd, 2006 @ 12:47am]
i don't 
 expect him to be perfect. he can laugh at me, trip me, then help me back up, pick me up && throw me into the pool, make me watch stupid football for hours, beat me in video games and take me to places i dont wanna be. but, when im with him, im the happiest girl alive and theres no where else i'd rather be. he lovesa me and thats all that will ever matter. ©
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[Sunday

July 23rd, 2006 @ 12:47am]
dont ever apologie for sayin how you feel;;
cause thats just like saying sorry for being r e a l
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[Sunday

July 23rd, 2006 @ 12:46am]

& maybe my heart didnt really skip a beat
&maybe the twinkle in your eye was just
the sun reflecting weird;
& maybe that feeling in my stomach
was just not having enough for breakfast.
+ and maybe i just thought it was l-o-v-e

 

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[Monday

July 17th, 2006 @ 3:44pm]
TROJANFTBALL2455: baby
TROJANFTBALL2455:  UR FUCKIN AMAZING
TROJANFTBALL2455: THEEE MOST BEAUTIFULL GURL MY EYES HAVE EVER SEEN
TROJANFTBALL2455: AN MY LITTLE PRINCESS
TROJANFTBALL2455: =)
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bleh, [Saturday

July 15th, 2006 @ 9:17pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | So Happy Together- The turtles ]

I guess I should uhm write in this thing. 
I don't usually but, anyways life kinda
is bleh but, it's summer so, I am not
complaning in any way!Austin and I
just probaly had the fight to end us
all because, I might just goto Sunnyslope.
I think this summers meant for stupid
ass drama and it sucks. Well, last night
was fun we all partied because, Mason
is leaving to Texas. Which he did this morning.
Gayness. My schedules so bent and twisted
because, He is not around. =[ GAHGAY.
SO, Im on the phone with Shane Allen.
Ima go now. Fuck relationships,<3


[info]xluvinonhimx
yeah my old livejournal.=]

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[Saturday

July 15th, 2006 @ 5:49pm]

Meet me at our old spot. I know it's been awhile,
but I think we need to talk… I'm falling again.

So let's drink to the truth. Let's speak through drunken minds & say how much
we truly love each other & tomorrow, we can go back to pretending that we hate each other.

You had me from the day you smiled.

He leaned over & kissed me. I kissed him back & then, our eyes met & it was like we both knew… So we smiled & kissed again. It was so perfect.

&& I don't understand by the way you look at me why we can't be together.

The boy is gorgeous.

I just want a different ending to our same old story. Let's try & make it last this time & prove them all wrong.

No matter how many times he hurts me, I will always forgive him.
Some may call it stupid. I call it love.

I don't like missing you. But I love having you to miss.

I think I found my new addiction tonight.

She may be confused about a lot of things, but she knows the only time she's truely happy is when she's with him.

& I think that I'm impressed with you one night stands & your contagious kiss. I'm trying to get this right. Yeah. 'Cause I'm rediculous like that.

Let's kiss in the rain…
Where the rain is so hard that the only thing we can see is each other.

I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor where I layed & told you, but you swore you loved me more.

Don't make her wait for you, just
because you know she will.

She closes her eyes, as make-up runs…
He got the best of her.

You're only young once, so be bad, break the rules,
get caught… & make it count.

So what if I think too much or if I over analyze things.
So what if I can't eat or sleep… At least you'll know why. You're always on my mind.

So just kiss me and let my hair messy itself in your fingers.
Let me steady myself in the arms of a boy who won't ask me to be what he needs, but let's me exist as I am.

& Lately, she'd say anything to make him turn his head…
anything just to make him laugh & just stare at her.

I'll be your cheap novelty.

I regret every word I said to make him feel special.

Go ahead. Kiss her.
I hope she bites your lip
And you choke on the blood.

let's just drink to get drunk,
and tell each other everything.
for a drunkin mind ;
speaks a sober heart.

he means the world to her
&& doesn't even know it.

&& everytime i try to give up
hope whispers "ONE MORE TRY…"

let's run away ;
we'll never look back.

the best kind of kiss is the un-expected ; unplanned
ones that come naturally. like, in the middle of a sentence

stand up for what you believe in -
even if your standing alone.<3

i wanna kill you . . .
but i`d kill for you all the time<3

sometimes one smile means more then a dozen roses.

t o o h a r d t o f a k e i t
nothing can replace it

drama — lies — tears
..teenage years.

SHE D0ES,
SHE DiD
&& SHE'LL
D0 iT AGAiN.

neveroverlookwhatsrightinfrontofyoureyes.

& keep your head up kid because
there are people killing to see you fall-*

eVeRy TiMe We KiSS
.. i SWeAR i CAN FLY

after a while;;
you'd think we'd
eventually learn.

note to self -
first to last.

and so i'll sleep this life away,
because my dreams are so sweet;
now that your in them.
i don't want to leave this place without you

she wipes off the black rivers
running down her un-made cheeks.
she takes a deep breath in and
steadies herself. she can do
this, keep going, pull through;;
t h e-s h o w-m u s t-g o-o n

Take your damn fairy tale endings
and your hopes, dreams, & wishes
and shove them up your ass.
This is the real world,
&& that shit just doesn't cut it anymore

i have more feelings for you,
than any other girl ever will.

sleep is overrated
we stay awake and cry
if this is love, than kill me now
and save me from my life

he looked at me & said,
"do you ever feel like you're working
for something you're never going to get?
you shoot-&-miss kind of deal.
like, no matter what, you can't have it,
but that makes you fight for it just a little bit more?"
i looked at him, stared at him for a second,
& replied, "everyday…"

even if you & her are together, I guess that won't change us right?
We'll still be friends, We'll still laugh together..
We'll still smile at each other are friendship will still be there,
& we'll be ok..won’t we?

Never let success get to your head
and never let failure get to your heart.

It's all just magic when I think about you.
& when I'm not with you, I go crazy.

True faith is to have confidence in who God is

she's an artist
a painter actually;
see that 'smile' on her face?
well it's her most famous piece

love is about being cute and stupid together
not being in bed together.

You can't tell your heart what to do it does it all on it's own

LOVE. MY DRUG
HiS SOUR LiPS THE
POiSON. && HiS HEART
MY ADDiCTiON

Isn`t if funny how day-by-day
nothing changes, but then when
you look back, everything is different

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[Saturday

July 15th, 2006 @ 4:42pm]
Most girls say they want a fairy tale, but you taught me that it's not really what I want.I have someone who will make fun of me and laugh at my jokes even if they aren't funny;someone that wrestles with me and doesn't let me win just cause im a girl.Yeah, riding off into the sunset on a white horse would be nice but playing thumb war with you seems so much better.
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